Like A Candle In The Wind

My day hasn't even started and it's already sucking, all my hopes, dreams and expectatives...today have been swept away like a candle in the wind. I had everything planned, everything perfect! Right where it should've been. But there always has to be a party pooper, and basicly the party poopers are my parents.

Today I was going to start a new life, filled with color, happiness, a new me! A new world for me! A new sun, new air, new people! But... nah... I finished up as I always do...same shit different day, black and white, filled w/ sadness, same old world, comment en Francais on peux dire Metro - Boulot - Dodo, ooooh La Monotonie... mais ca fait partie de ma vie.

I just wish I could do those stuff I can't never do... that's why I have the urge to work, I need to feel at least some independece... some freedom. I need to get out of this house!! Breathe new air! I feel like a dog, like the university is like a walk to me, " C'mon let's walk the dog! " And they take me to the university, or french class...but I guess my time will come...I just hope it comes soon.

Ps: " Ca va pas changer le monde, Il a trop tourne sans nous, Il pleurra toujour sur londres...Ca va rien changer du tout "